I Don't Want to Grow up...

Lately growing up has been on my mind alot. I've been working on the senior pages for the year book and it is so unreal to think that will be me next year. I can still remember things I did in fifth grade, me and my friends still laugh about them all the time. All my life I have been looking forward to being on my own and now that it is getting close I'm scared to death. It's funny how you look at yourself and at the people you have grown up with all your life. In my eyes all of us still look the same as we did in 3rd grade, even though we all have changed drastically. Like the fact in elementary I was a taller than everyone in our whole grade (boys included) and now everyone is way taller than me, when did that happen?? I just want to be little again when we didn't have to worry about money, our boyfriends/girlfriends, or what grades we have to get to get into whatever college. When we were little we just didn't care, I don't want to grow up!